Missing someone

I received a phone call from my good friend today. He asked me a question which i kinda of made me speechless for quite a while. he asked me if i have ever missed someone till the moment of time you felt that you are running ou of oxygen. i replied him hmm i could not answer his question as i have always put a barrier on which i would never give my 100 percent to whoever i like. he felt that was selffish but i felt it was just part of me.

Beside that, my life has been great as i have called my good friend ashy, hehe this morning... talking with her about the food made me hungry.. whaha... i miss them so dearly... all i need is one more semester... i miss mom too.. haha....

i was reading my daily verse taken from bible given by uncle robert.
" for joab had turned after adonijah, through he turned not after absalom." 1 kings 2:28
it is about keeping by the power of God, by not forcasting on the temptation which will come as it is the likely thing which is peril. it is about us being under all the trials by GOD that we have remained true to him and now beware of the undercurrent and have faith in him.

I have almost lost my faith 3 months ago but now i am thankful Lord has been so patience with me and guiding me to sort out the things which have been over in my mind. now at least i am no longer a lost sheep in a big city but more focus. he has reminded me all the time that i have him by my side, friends over here and back in singapore and even mom and family in malaysia.

now all i need to do is to try and do all my best here... :P may everything be a smooth ride.. guten nacht...