Tassie Trip- Honey Ice cream

Flower was enjoying the honey ice cream. yum yum.... We were heading to the Big Maze in Tassie. :)

Let Go

Janis is so right of how one should learn to let go of stuff. I am so glad u teach me today at 7.45am in the morning today. 

I will rate myself today with a score of 100. i do not feel much agony like before. Compromising myself too much to things and people around me way too much. It is amazing to see how one would change so gradually in a drastic way but in a very sad way. One can be so insensitive and crude with words. i am so glad i have not changed much, i almost get lost in a way that i have forgotten everything i used to be. i choose to remember the good times and let go of the bad time. i would choose to be silence and let the anger to be vent at as i know how much pain it is to keep it inside. patience is a simple word but the action of it is so powerful that one might lose themselves and focus more to make themselves happy in their own selfish way. i am so glad i learn that today and i feel so free like a bird with no anger, no pain, almost neutral. i understand the feeling of doing things and not being appreciated, so weird , everything u just said is what i have been feeling all along. Now u felt it the same way. The powerful thing about writing is the tone derive from the words you use. That is how amazing and powerful words brign across to everyone. The problem with confronting everyday and everyone life is you lose your patience, understanding and sensitivity of life. That is why i do not do it, and i choose to absorb it unless i want to let it go instantly. Sometime one forgets all the good things you have done before and only remember the bad. I have said what i have to say and at least i know I did what i have to do and i won't regret. Lord thank you for guiding me each day of my life to be patience. i am free today. It is not me that i have not done my best. I  used to remember my good friend from secondary school, Xian said before years with friends can never determine how well u know the person, i used to disagree with her but now i totally agree. i know it in the hard way. Learning to let go is not easy but when u are able to do it, u overcome everything in a relief way. Never ever keep bringing the old stuff back as old stuff is meant to be history like the past tense. I am back to the same spot again after i walk and run so far. I still love him as a good friend but just does not like the way to be treated that way which he thinks is all right. If hindering is the word that exist in your  dictionary which i have implicated on you, i choose to let you be happy and let go.

Got a haircut today and i think is really short... so different. flower u are so gonna faint.

I wanna watch some movies before i sleep. :P

Difference Between Joy and Happiness

I have been preoccupied once again with my stuff. I am thankful that sometime Lord doesn't answered to all my prayers. I had forgotten all about the hardtime that Ant and i have been thru during the first semester when we were here. We barely had any furniture in our apartment, not even a bed just pure mattress. Right now, i am blessed with the nice furnished apartment at Franklin Street which is in the city which is accessible to everywhere. It would be very similar to the Paterson Edge's location back in Singapore. i really do adhor the moving process, right now we have just inspected one of the apartment unit upstair which is not the corner unit, i really begin to love our current apartment even more. I have no idea what the landlord is thinking in 6 months about the apartment of our now as they are only willing to sign for a six months lease.  Well right now i tried to keep myself busy a lot of administrative stuff like this.  i am beginning to see mroe white. 

I thought with all these busy administrative stuff, like university enrolment, rent issue, office work, bills i would not think back so much about the death of my relative recently back in KL which i am planning to visit in January 2009. It seems that everything can happen so fast in a twlight, i can hardly respond or react to it anymore. Initially it is mom who is sick during the early time of the year, now is this sad news. sometime  think the things just keep coming , yea is true that u grow stronger n calmer to handle things.

Irregardless of what happen, there is still happy things going on in my life. The difference between happiness and joy is u would try to seek for happiness in almost everything but joy is different it comes from within the soul as preached by Pastor John Vaughn. My only joy here is when i see everyone around me are happy without worries bless with good health. Happy Belated Birthday once again Anqi, your cd singles songs are on our holiday blog now... :) Glad u enjoy the KTV yesterday, i can;t bearly function today because of that i slept at 5am. The Myers Christmas parade is quite disappointing as the coordination of the music with the float of the cartoon and people are bad which is really ashamed. there is alot of cartoon charcters which were on the parade today. ok bedtime for me as i am really tired. i passed my Hazard perception test for driving, i have one last practical driving test to go and that's it in december.

Banana Cake Recipe

Baking is the greatest and fun thing in Melbourne to do. Melbourne has all the different seasons and temperature in one day. If i have an oven back in Singapore, i will do baking too irregardless of the weather.  it is the art of cooking that is a beauty. The first attempt is usually not very satisfying..

Banana Cake Recipe

Ingredients : 2 Tablespoon butter/Margarine

                        1 cup of sugar, 1 egg, 11/2 cup Self Raising Flour, 3 ripe mashed banana (medium

                         size), 2 tablespoon milk

Method : -Cream butter and Sugar.

                 -Add beaten egg & Mashed Bananas & other ingredients. Lastly milk.

                - I love nuts especially pine buts, nuts lover can add in walnuts in it too... :)

                -Baked it on greased tin / put baking paper (aka butterpaper) on it for approx 35 mins

                  for 180 degrees.

I am going to make it this weekend again with more butter and with butter paper... :P ok bed time tired... alrd pass my sleeping time...  good night... Mlebourne CUp day tomorrow, I am betting on my horse 4, 5, ,7 and 21..... with my colleagues and boss... Run my dear horse  run....

Been reading on news on the world economic crisis, there is a total of 300 architects being laid of within the past 2 months in Melbourne in all the big firms. I  am appalled by what i read on newspaper but i know this is just a temporary. Bugger the rent increase has gone totally absurd over here, I have been looking for all apartments all over for the past few  weeks. The bugger rude agents are really a waste of space, they lost their basic courtesy of service.... I hate the design of apartment in australia, why must the other room be without window.. bugger really pain the ass... what kinda of shit design is that and it cost like $480 per week without furnished..

thanks ah BU...

view from the top

i hate the reflection in the eureka deck.. bugger... i need to get the lens that cut down on reflection... :P

Been Busy

i was away from using my laptop for the past few days as i am so freaking busy with office work. Pretty tired too... Few days ago, i watched a musical play "Sweet Charity" in Union House Theatre of Melbourne University. It is a hilarious, tender award winning story of an extremely optismistic girl who believe in love even after so many times of unlucky and bad relationship. The play is quite good actually, especially for the dance choregraphy. I wonder how long they actually take to train. that. i enjoyed watching the play with Ant.  Sorry Adrain i did not go for the badminton as hai i think i stood Ant up on sat and i wanna cheer and destress him by going  to the play o n Sunday even though i am freaking tight ass for the month.

Uncle Yc, we have recieved your cd, of goodies. Thank you so much. i am compressing all the files for ya now whaha... yesterday too tired i fell asleep. :P 

Welcome back To Melbourne, mickeal... :P catch up with ya soon.Janis i am so lazy to upload the eureka foto... whaha ok ah i am going to do it in few hours time... :P now waiting for wei and ant to come back home for dinner, so freakin long... they are 1 hour late as expected....Bugger. 

Received quite a few greeting from my friends millions mile away from me now recently. i am quite contented even though is late whaha. :P thanks people...